Sunrise | March 11, 2020🧩
As I watch the sunrise this morning, and reading messages from yesterday, I realize I am as unique and stubborn as the woman who gave birth to me.
I've learned I do not know how to ask for help, and I don't know how to accept help. I've learned through out this journey that we can travel alone, we can not survive alone.
We can escape and look across the night sky, and wonder what tomorrow shall hold, we are privileged in that manner that we can wonder.
As I reflect on the moments that brought me here, my heart sinks that I can not be the one who allows for tomorrow or happen, I am only responsible for me today. An action that the generation before us, never had the opportunity to think about.
I am privileged to know that no matter how much life has thrown at you, you can wake up, and either live for today, or exist for today. I know you are trying, you are doing the best you can. You have survived to this day. Tomorrow will happen, with or without you, I may say my plate is full, and can not handle any more, just know that I've learned resiliency and if my plate is full, I'll get a bigger plate so that there is always room for you