As I Reflect | February 6, 2020🌹
So many moments have surfaced to the forefront of my mind, being inundated with the negativity of the outside world, why are others actions impacting me?
Thinking about the answer to that, my truth is that, each life event impacts me because I am somehow emotionally attached to each event.
Recalling the emotion I felt, and how I am attached to the person has reminded me that I once shared a sacred moment, a life altering experience, a memory that taught me valuable lessons with the person.
I am not strong, I am an emotionally charged convoy of experience.
I am not smart, I am impacted by every life event that has impacted my intellect. I take each experience and utilize the lesson in the way I am suppose to.
I am not beautiful, because each negative experience I have encountered has left me feeling ugly on the inside. I battle with self image daily, and have done so every day of my life.
I stand for my survival, everyday since I can remember, everything has been about survival. What goes on in my neighbours home, is not my story to tell. The lessons I have learned in my life, is because someone’s story has impacted my spirit.
As I reflect, I know I am not perfect, I am a mess, I am broken, while looking in the mirror - I know I am all of the above, but for me, right now, I know I am enough, I am worth my effort, as I reflect ...I know I am perfectly broken and this is where I need to be - right now, and as I reflect - I know I am beyond blessed because I can ...